Weird

I dreamed about Kan last night. Very strange. I don't think I've ever dreamt about him before. About the Farm, many, many times, but never about him.

The last I heard about him was that he is in a wheelchair and probably will be for the rest of his life. For someone like him, someone extremely physical -- In the dream he was out of the chair. I hope that he is.

I said once that I would rather be shot in the face twice than sleep with Kan. It wasn't true. Kan was extremely hot. Extremely. To not want to sleep with him, you'd have to be dead. It's just that we rubbed each other the wrong way. Complete opposites. He thought I was a pain in the ass. He was oh so right.

Anyway, I did sleep with him a couple of years later. I was wrong about the whole shooting in the face thing.