I am an Idiot

I bought dirt today. 3 bags. Instead of being smart, I brought in two of them myself. Couldn't do the third one. Waited until the end of the day, asked Josh to bring it in. Now I'm hurting and exhausted. I really need to get smarter.

But you know, I thought it would be okay. I wasn't carrying them, I was dragging them. I don't get why that should have messed me up so badly. I have no strength or stamina now, none.