Zen

wants to know about his earlier life, on Zendik Farm. There's a lot to tell. It was a very complicated time in our life. Very. Some of it I'd as soon he didn't know but I don't believe in lies and I do believe that he has a right to know all of it. So I'll tell him all, a piece or two at a time. It's easier for me to be completely truthful by writing than it is by talking. I can give him the whole story that way. When I'm talking, I get caught up with things, get distracted. I want to be sure he knows everything, good and bad. And it's not that there is anything particularly horrible to tell him, that's not it at all. It's just the backdrop of his life. My life. Rob's life.