Zendik Farm - 1

I've googled ZF several times over the years and rarely do I see anything positive from people who went there. That's not fair.

While I do have a lot of fairly bad memories from my years there, I also have a lot of very good ones. I don't regret my time there at all. If not for ZF, I wouldn't have my son Zen. Also, I learned a lot about people, about life and about myself.

And you know, no one forced me to stay there. Fear had something to do with it, fear of being on my own again, not going to deny that. But a lot of it was that I believed (and still believe) they were doing something good there. They are working toward something good, something clean and true. Sometimes in a totally messed up way, yes, but they're human, so there's no way to avoid that. And at least they're trying. Which is more than you can say for most of us.